Mind Reading

I need to always keep in mind that my friends and loved ones aren't mind readers. If I want them to know what's going on in my have I have to speak it. I have to just say it out loud or write it out so they know. It's not their job to pry it out of me.

Happy?

Seems like even when I'm 'happy' I'm not happy.  It's almost like I don't want to let myself be happy.  Like I want to find some terrible truth out about the man I'm with so I get hurt now instead of later.  I have to stop worrying so much and understand that what will happen will happen and there's nothing I can do to change it.

Passive

I give up.  I can no longer try to pull conversation out of someone who obviously doesn't want to talk, at least not to me.

Attention Whore

The amount of attention I need sometimes is unfortunate for the people I date...

Healthy Living

Must stop talking about being healthier and BE healthier.

Sweetest

He's got a way with words.

Promises

Don't promise to never hurt me or say you'll love me forever. Promise to try for those things as long as you can then let me go quietly.