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Well, it's the first weekend of my not drinking and it hasn't been too bad. That could be because the snow has prevented us from going anywhere. Although, knowing there's beer in the fridge doesn't really help much. Every time I go for a glass of water, there's the beer, just staring backup at me all sad like. The little cans are all like, "We miss you. Just pop us open and have a little sip." But I am standing my ground and sticking to my comitment.

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Some Nights

Some nights I have these crazy, vivid dreams. Generally I'll dream the same thing over and over and it's not about me. It's about someone who isn't me but I'm sort of playing the role of this person. Sometimes I have a crazy deja vu about my dreams and occasionally I understand what the dream was about. I'm not saying I can see the future or anything, I think we all unconsciously pick up things about our life and our surroundings and then when our mind is open in dream world that's when it comes out. I do hope the dream I had last night doesn't come true though...

Hiatus

I've been thinking about how much I drink for quite a while and i finally decided to try a little experiment. I wasn't sure if I was going to mention it on this blog but then I decided that it's part of my truth and that if I didn't put it on here then I wasn't being honest with myself. If I didn't tell other people about it then I could mess up whenever I felt like it and no one would be the wiser.

I have decided to not drink until Rusty and Nicole come down in February. Now there are a couple of reasons behind this decision. I had realized how much I'd been drinking and at least some of my weight gain can most likely be attributed to beer. Another reason is that I'm 29...some people say I look younger, but I can't kid myself about how long that will last if I can't keep the drinking down. It's probably sad in a way that I'm doing it for superficial reasons but those are honestly the main reasons.

I don't know that I'll be completely successful with this endeavor but I'm hopeful. I worry about going out and not drinking because in that environment I want to drink. Who am I kidding? In most environments I could have a drink. So we'll see how it all goes and I'll keep you updated on it.

License

Just realized over the weekend that I have to get a new drivers license this year...