Ties That Break

If you want to have a friendship with someone, there can't be only one person trying.  Eventually that person will give up...

Weighing My Options

Just ranting and getting more thoughts out of my head.  I've been in a restless mood and I feel like I've already decided (at least in my head) to move.  Now, when that would happen, I haven't a clue, but I thought I'd weigh the pro's and con's.  So here goes:

Pro's For Moving
1. Change makes things seem fresh.
2. I feel stale and stifled in Logan.
3. There will be no decent relationship for me here.
4. I'd move somewhere that was more accessible to culture...ie, shows, food, art, music.
5. I would most likely be closer to my brother.

Con's For Moving
1. My family is here.
2. I have the best job of my life.
3. Most amazing friends I've had.
4. I hate moving. lol

There's so much to think about.  So many people to think about.  Maybe I should just think about what would make me happiest and do it.  It's always a crap shoot though.  Maybe I'll just rearrange my bedroom. :-)

I've been restless more so than not lately.  It makes me nervous because that's usually when my worst decisions are made...not really worst, I guess, but most rash.  I need change so much that I have done everything from shaving my head to moving my room around at 2am to moving to a different place entirely.  Once something is in my head, I can't seem to get it out and all I can think about these days is moving.  I'm trying not to make a rash decision so that I don't regret it but this boredom and restlessness is really wearing me down.