I'm terrible!!

I'm really terrible at keeping up with things like this. I haven't blogged in forever and I was all about it when I started. I need more stick-to-it-ivness. This goes into every part of my life. I'll work out for a little while religiously then stop suddenly or eat healthier and just stop for a nice candy bar or doughnut. For me to be successful I can't have the temptation around, it's hard to have chips and candy in the house and not eat it.

Anywho, this mind set goes way back for me. I've always quit things and my mom knew it. I took about a month of karate and about a month of piano...both of these I wish I would have done longer but I didn't. Now my mother caught on to this trend and that's why I'm an eagle scout, because she wouldn't let me quit again until I got all the way through. I sometimes forget that I made that accomplishment and other people seem to think it's a huge accomplishment. Boy Scouts wasn't crazy fun for me. I generally felt out of place there because I'm not really super into competition. I feel as though if they had made it less about competition and more about everyone helping each other succeed it would have been a more cohesive experience for me. I don't remember much of boy scouts, which leads me to believe something terrible happened to me while I was in boy scouts but that could also just my paranoia and hypochondria.