Thinking

I let things get to me too much. I over think almost everything. I need to let go and just let what's going to happen happen. Because I think too much I talk to much about the same things over and over. Learning to pick my battles, so to speak, would come in handy. I cause unnecessary drama in my relationships. I was once asked by a boyfriend if I could talk more and open up and I never thought if get to that point but here I am with and new guy and now all I do is talk and share and I worry now that this will scare him away. Once he knows everything about me. Once he sees me for what I am will he leave or will he stay? Until then I'll try to relax and take things as they come. If that's possible for me without meds.