I've decided since 2010 will be that last calendar year in which I will be in my 20's, I might want to commemorate that with a blog of the days leading up to momentous birthday. I remember when I thought 25 was old, those days are gone. Being young is a treasure but I would not want to go back to that at all. Don't get me wrong, I had a lot of good times but now I look back and wonder, "What was I thinking?". What was I thinking when I got my first credit card?!? I knew from my family history what a bad idea they could be in the wrong hands, and my hands were obviously just that. What was I thinking when I took every bit of the money offered to me in student loans?!? What was I thinking when I just up and moved every year of my college life? What was I thinking when I lived with no job and no income? Why was it a good idea for me to live off my parents bank card for a year without telling them how much I used it? So many questions to ponder and so many other I could go on about, like relationships, school and changing myself for other people.
Am I scared of 30? I don't think I have a definite answer for that. Some days I think, bring it on, and some days I just want to stay in bed. I think it's quite a fine line. Sometimes I'll say something and think "Why do I know this information?" It's because of how long I've been on earth most of the time. I have a thirst for knowledge, I enjoy reading up on things I'm interested in and regurgitating that information to others with the hope that they will be as interested as I am. Which generally isn't the case.
I feel like this first blog is kind of random and I hope that they will get a little more focused in the future. So here I am, anticipating Oct. 1, 2010. My 30th birthday...
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no job and no income...that year sucked but it didn't.
I'm going to write about that year at some point. It was the best of times...it was the worst of times. lol
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