I hate it when someone tries to make me feel better by saying all the things they think I'm good at. It doesn't help me and generally has no baring on why I'm upset at the time. I've been feeling...not myself lately and apparently it's been noticeable. It seems as the years go on it becomes harder and harder for me to hide my emotions...to pretend I'm OK. That doesn't mean I want someone to try and console me. It just means there are things I need to think about and sometimes I just like to wallow in my mistakes.
Sometimes we just realize things too late. It takes just about all I have these days not to send emails that I want to send so I try to just write it down and put it away. Am I afraid of the answer? Yes. Do I want to hurt what's been built back up? No.
Maybe it's just that these type of holiday's are the hardest. Who knows.
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